Sunday, December 30, 2007

Nothing to brag about but...

...still an accomplishment. Played over 15k hands over 48hours.

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Hopefully it's worth it. On another note, my confidence has been struck pretty hard these couple days. I'm not sure if I'm just running really really bad, or I just developed a new leak. I mean I don't feel I'm playing bad, but just results have been very poor lately. It just makes me question my plays more. Hopefully I get out of the slump soon.

Saturday, December 29, 2007

Losing Confidence w/...

.. my AA pf all-ins!! I'm kind of kidding but I'm really not. I got to a point where I see a broadway on the board and I didn't hit top set myself, I would expect to lose the hand. I believe close to 1/2 of my AA pf all-ins have been sucked out over a 13k hands. I could be slightly exaggerating this but it's still pretty sick. Well I'm kind of glad it's happening in 1/2, not in 2/4 and that I'm such a BR nit. This is probably just another part of playing a ton of hands over a short period of time and getting exposed to every type of variances.

I miss my 4 tabling.. no read poker is the suck.

10k hands within 24hrs anyone?

Well somehow I managed it. It wasn't that bad, though I needed to take a break after 6.5k after getting a real bad headache.

I'm definitely learning from my 9 tables 1/2 grinding experience. It's funny what playing a ton of hands can do for you. Though, I'm running pretty poorly. I got stuck in really crappy spots and make some marginal plays. I don't think the decisions were poor, just the results were. And for some reason, people just love sucking out my AA all in pf. But when you are talking about a sample of 10k hands, I guess these suckouts are expected.

That said, I'm again revisiting some of the fundamentals of the game. I love it when something just clicks. Btw, I'll post a picture once I make my Supernova status. Though, it's really nothing to brag about.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Bad Player In Position

Bad player in position owns me. I guess I was stupid enough to play tables with all the fish on my left and regulars on my right. Man, but they were just sooo bad. :( Just not my day, I guess.

Anyways, I hope everyone have a great Christmas!

Monday, December 24, 2007

Merry Christmas to All!

Merry Christmas!

Sunday, December 23, 2007

Do as I say, Not as I do...

Ya, I need to take my own advice sometimes. I was thinking about the spots that separates fish from the better players. Postflops, I usually don't have problem but pf with big hands, you can really make a nice profit by folding some really marginal hands. I had 2 hands in today's session where I 3bet some guy with AK from the blinds and the bb comes over the top with a shove. It's not just a typical bb, his stats are like 40/37. I just can't get away from those spots but I think it's correct to do so because he had no reason to come over the top with worse. Worse players won't get away with this spot very often either, so in a long run I know it's neutral ev but I want to change it so it's +ev. If I had made those folds which I should have, it would be +ev in a long run in similar situations except I'm on the other side. It's just that I know villain is never bluffing in that spot, and his range is so polarized that I'm always flipping or dominated. Sad thing is that both time I decided to fold but I talked myself into calling. I think generally I need to go with my reads more and stop second guessing myself.

Another note, the supernova grind is still going. It's so draining when you are kind of forced to play. It's good for me though because I haven't been able to get long hours in. Today's session's results are crummy but it's no big deal.

Friday, December 21, 2007

Knowing what hand you are representing

I had a sweat session with Ryan(luckhappens) almost all day yesterday, I got to see his game and he got to see mine. I'm not sure how much seeing my game helped him, but I know seeing his helped me a lot. I play a lag style but his style is much more lag. He's an amazing player that knows his game really well, though I think he's more on the crazy side of lag. I think that what makes him so amazing is that he's willing to go with his gut almost always, he's not scared money. It's interesting to see different styles in action, and I've always respected him game ever since I was grinding the micros.

Anyways, I want to get to what I wanted to talk about in this post.


Villian is a fish. He plays around 30/3/2, I already marked him as one that can make plays based on read. His aggression by street is 0.5/2/infinite.

PokerStars No-Limit Hold'em, $4 BB (5 handed) Poker Stars Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com (Format: HTML)

Hero ($666.60)
SB ($289.50)
BB ($278.70)
UTG ($461)
MP ($447)

Preflop: Hero is Button with Ad, Ts.
2 folds, Button raises to $16, 1 fold, BB calls $12.

Decent hand pf, this is pretty standard open.

Flop: ($34) 9c, Ah, 4d (2 players)
BB checks, Hero checks.

The flop is really dry, I'm sure villain would have called my bet here if he has any piece. Sometimes he'll fold, but I want him to catch up and disguise my hand a bit.

Turn: ($34) Qc (2 players)
BB bets $16, Button raises to $54, BB raises to $92, Hero calls $38.

This is where it gets interesting. The standard play here is definitely to call his lead and call the river. But I felt that he made such a small bet and he can't put me on an ace because I've been cbetting like every single flop and playing very loose aggressive. So I wanted to represent a complete bluff or just a bare queen that doesn't like his half psb lead. The ideal situation is that he calls with his Q and calls a river psb also.

When he came over the top with a minraise, things got a little complicated. But remember the hand I was representing, a very weak hand or a complete bluff. Of course a good portion of the time he might have a better hand here also. But since I decided to raise his minraise to represent such a hand, I am forced to get my money in really light. Also a hand like AK would never bet/3bet here ever unless he's thinking even one step ahead of me, but keep in mind how loose he is preflop and the conclusion is that ATo is way above his pf blinds calling range.


River: ($218) 5d (2 players)
BB bets $170.7 (All-In), Hero calls $170.70.

Villain shoves, nothing changed, this is as blank as it gets. You have to go with the story you are telling and villain expects a fold here most of the time, so if he wants me to fold, I need to call.

Final Pot: $559.40

BB has 8s 7s (high card, ace).
Hero has Ad Ts (one pair, aces).

Outcome: Hero wins $559.40.


Moral of the story, always know what hand you are representing and if you decide to make a strange line, be one step ahead and be willing to go with it even when it can be tough. Timing and knowing your villain is pretty important.

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Almost forget...

I guess it's because I've been running pretty well lately that I completely forgotten how a dry session was like. I don't mind it too much. What I do mind today was making a pretty spewy play, the second I shoved it, I knew it was a big mistake. Not that I thought my hand was not good, but the line was terrible. I just wasn't thinking, I guess it was somewhat tilt induced. I guess sometimes the timing is what will kill you. For most part, I'm not too worried about my spews. I mean it's bound to happen, I hope I just learn from it. The truth is that it's pretty expected since I don't usually play long sessions.

If you are perfect, there is no room to improve and that's not a good thing when you are not at where you want to be. On another note, finals are over so I'm planning to get a bunch done. One is to make Supanova for PS.

Friday, December 14, 2007

Made a Substantial Cashout

One of the toughest part about poker is that you are always dealing with real cash. Even though I believe I'm pretty good at handling it, I really wish I can handle it even better. Many times in the sessions these days, I can't help but question how well I'm doing. Am I up or down? How much am I up(or down)? It's a difficult thing to combat and I know I shouldn't think about it. So I'm in a process of IDing them and defeat each emotion one by one.

One of my biggest fear is hitting a huge downswing, because it's mentally draining. Many times, I actually expect to hit one sooner or later. I keep a substantial BR online for that reason. So if it hits, it won't hurt. In some ways, it's wise but I don't think it's the best way to deal with it. Also I'm trying to change my mentality on luck. Luck has no memory. Sometimes I feel like I'm owed to win or lose. It's not horrible to think like that, but it's not the best way to think either.

So I'm going to try to train myself to think the money as "units". I'm cashing out a substantial amount and just continue to keep making good decisions. If I am to win, I will continue to do so.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

My Blog Review

I started this blog in early Jan '07. I've came a long way since then. I think this blog really marks my development as a poker player really well. I browsed through some of the older blog posts, ya, I was terrible. Probably in another year from now, I'll think similarly about my current state.

In the past, I mostly tried to keep my blog in low profile but I realize that this blog had serve me well and it needs to evolve a bit. I think the fact that I intended it to be private but it's actually shown in public made it defeat its original intention. So I'm just going to leave it open for whoever to view and maybe it'll be useful for someone out there. This blog shows a reflection of what types of development a poker player needs to go through. The biggest advantage of this blog is that I did not hold anything back, apart from my actual stats/results. That's largely because I wrote with the intention of only serving myself and meaningful to only to me.

I'm not sure where this blog is going to bring me in the future. There is definitely a reason why I want to advertise the blog now. I'll reveal it in the near future, some may already can guess but try to keep it yourself. On another note, I started keeping an offline poker journal. Yes, it's handwritten! I basically just write whatever comes to mind and they are way too rough for anyone else to read. Also I started taking notes to things that could be useful to me. These include videos, forum posts, poker articles or whatever. I recommend others to do the same, it helps recall these things and you can slowly develop them into your game. In a long run, it's going to be a huge investment.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

FTP Bonus

"Dear Neb512,

You are eligible for a special bonus based on your play throughout the year.

To be eligible for an Iron Man "Year End Bonus" and get a cash bonus based on your Iron Man performance during 2007, you must at least achieve Bronze status in December."


Screw you!

Busto

Saturday, December 8, 2007

Follow up w/ "OOP play"

I just want to go through my thought process on a hand that happens very often, I mess up these situations very often in the past but I'm now slowly improving.


Villain is 19/17/2 over a somewhat small samples of hands. No history. My image is on the loose side, I expect people to only make a play at me around 10% of the time.

POKERSTARS GAME #13730893917: HOLD'EM NO LIMIT ($2/$4) - 2007/12/08 - 14:55:14 (ET)
Table 'Loreley III' 6-max Seat #3 is the button
Seat 1: Chris67vw ($455.65 in chips)
Seat 2: Nebbie512 ($419.10 in chips)
Seat 3: VILLAIN ($526 in chips)
Seat 4: TheDegeneral ($457 in chips)
Seat 5: ienjoymoney ($74 in chips)
Seat 6: Gyllve ($84.85 in chips)
TheDegeneral: posts small blind $2
ienjoymoney: posts big blind $4
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Nebbie512 [Kh Ks]
Gyllve: folds
Chris67vw: folds
Nebbie512: raises $12 to $16
VILLAIN: raises $35 to $51
TheDegeneral: folds
ienjoymoney: folds
Nebbie512: calls $35

I pick up KK pf in the co and gets a 3bet from the button. He has not 3bet me once yet, so I saw no reason I would 4bet him light hence if I 4bet him here, he'll instant fold his weaker hands. I think the standard is definitely just call with no history.

*** FLOP *** [9c 7s Qh]
Nebbie512: checks
VILLAIN: bets $71
Nebbie512: calls $71

The flop is okay, at no point in this hand that I don't think about getting my money in. He makes a pretty decent sized cbet. I don't know his tendencies, but it could mean a lot of things. It's such a dry board though, I think if he has set of Qs, he would have bet slightly smaller or check behind. He can definitely have AA sometimes here, but I'm stacked anyways.

The interesting thing about this part is that I'm thinking how to maximize my value against his range, particularly the weaker holdings. If he has air, he's folding to a raise so I don't want to do that on a board this dry. If he has a good but not great hand, he's probably still consider folding given our lack of history. So calling is definitely the best play, of course I'm allowing 2 cards to possibly draw out on me. And I decided to tell the story of "I have a decent hand, but I'm not sure where I'm at yet, I'm going to fold to another bet if you make it." So I actually timed down a bit before making a "reluctant" call.

*** TURN *** [9c 7s Qh] [4d]
Nebbie512: checks
VILLAIN: checks

Again, I wanted to discourage him from betting because I have a "weak" hand. I timed down so I want to get to a free card/showdown. He checks behind, which is fine, this turn didn't change anything.

*** RIVER *** [9c 7s Qh 4d] [5h]
Nebbie512: checks
VILLAIN: bets $404 and is all-in
Nebbie512: calls $297.10 and is all-in

This is where the juice is. The river did not change anything, he could have sucked out with 2Ps or whatever but I can't worry about it now. Remember what I'm representing, a very weak hand that wants showdown. It would not make sense for me to bet here with my hand. So I took a bit of time, and checked to him. Think about villain's range that I beat here here. He could have air, Qx, TT-JJ, 1P. All of these hands with exception of Qx will check behind most of the time and fold if I led the river. Don't forget my story also, if I lead this river I almost always have a hand no less than AQ, he's definitely folding hands that I am slightly ahead against. So there is absolutely no value in leading this river because of 1.) my story would not make sense. 2.) his range gives me no value.

In order to maximize my value, I need to let him bluff his weak hands, value bet his worse(Qx)[ thinking I will call with JJ, middle pair, etc..]. There is very little chance in villain hero calling me, I went with my line and I got paid off.

*** SHOW DOWN ***
VILLAIN: shows [7h Jh] (a pair of Sevens)
Nebbie512: shows [Kh Ks] (a pair of Kings)
Nebbie512 collected $841.20 from pot
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $844.20 | Rake $3
Board [9c 7s Qh 4d 5h]
Seat 1: Chris67vw folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 2: Nebbie512 showed [Kh Ks] and won ($841.20) with a pair of Kings
Seat 3: VILLAIN (button) showed [7h Jh] and lost with a pair of Sevens
Seat 4: TheDegeneral (small blind) folded before Flop
Seat 5: ienjoymoney (big blind) folded before Flop
Seat 6: Gyllve folded before Flop (didn't bet)

Notice villain did not just bet, he overshoved the river. He put me on exactly what I was representing and he knew that I could easily make a hero call with my weak holdings if he made it smaller. I don't hate his shove at all because that increases the likelihood I let go of a lot of my ranges because he was surely behind.

This is the power of playing one hand yet holding another, and of course, making good OOP reads on villain's range to maximize your value. Keep in mind that OOP reads is almost always a somewhat wide range, not a particular hand because it's harder to read hands OOP.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

OOP Play

Let's face it, it's tough to play OOP. It's hard to get paid off with big hands, and with marginal hands, you are folding more than your share. It just sucks to play OOP.

But one thing I am working on more is to hand read better OOP. I think that's something that is overlooked in my game because it's definitely not as profitable hand reading in position. Actually, the truth is that it's a lot harder to hand read OOP than in position. A guy calling/raising in position can mean so many things, but a guy checking/betting/calling/raising OOP is pretty revealing.

As I play more, I realize that my OOP play is lacking. I don't feel that I'm getting max value with my big hands enough. This is all due to not maximizing my lines OOP. Sometimes I would put villain in position a good but not great hand, but surely I will get a bet out of him by leading. That's a good situation, I got value from a worse hand. But in many levels, I really believe I'm missing value in those river situations.

Of course, I definitely do not want to make a ton of fancy lines because then my value bets will always be my decent to good hands. But I should open my game so I can do more c/r lines. This will open up the possibilities of making some creditable river c/r bluffs. One thing to keep in mind is that fish are usually either calling too much or folding too much. If you c/r the nuts against the calling type, it's very possible he would be making tons of hero calls because your line makes very little sense. But the folding type, I probably would not c/r bluff much but lead bluff more. This will maximize my edge OOP and use my hand reading abilities to my advantage. As long as I know what I'm representing and I know where the villain's range stands in the hand, these lines should help maximize my expectations.

Here's my last but most important thought, don't play OOP.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Legendary 2+2 Post by fimbulwinter

first off you should never view it as a quantum leap kinda thing. just take little shots when you feel comfortable, have the money and are good enough. here's a hand waving yardstick:

try 50NL when:

- you're confident in your preflop game
- you understand position
- you have a good idea of their hand by the river
- you have an ok feel when to continuation bet
- you have 500 or more

100NL when:

- you're confident playing draws
- you can spot good semibluff opportunities
- you can lay down AA/KK unimproved
- you're attacking the blinds in easy steal situations
- you have 1200+

200NL when:

- you're ok betting your stack on a draw
- a PFR from you doesnt always mean AA-JJ and AQs+
- you're starting to play one hand while holding another
- you have more than one mode
- you have 3000 or more

400NL when:

- you can ID profitable preflop steals
- you know how to pick between b3b and c/r
- position factors heavily into your play
- you're good at manipulating pot size
- you have 6000+

1K NL when

- your lines don't define your hand
- you're good at playing and winning lots of small pots
- your oop opponent must hold a strong hand to win a pot from you
- you understand the real math of the game at least at a basal level
- you have 20000+

fim


Even it was posted like almost 2 years ago, it's still amazing still how good this is. I remember reading this 2+2 post as I was moving up the stakes. I would go back to it probably once every couple months just to see how much I've progressed. It's kind of like a checklist for me until I become a very good player. So it's been months again since I read this, I can say that very soon I wouldn't be reading this ever again. That's great news and it's very good for my confidence.

Over Crediting Your Image

A mistake that I made a lot when I've been playing more LAG is that I make a lot of loose calls when I think people are playing back. The truth is that unless you are a maniac, people don't play back at you that much. Ya, if they have a pair, maybe they'll call you down really really light. But it's unlike they'll shove over you unless the board gets really scary and they need to protect their hand. The mistake is when you think your image justifies a really bad call, in some ways you are shooting yourself on the foot by playing with that type of image. Instead of profiting from it, your chips are going the other way.

The best way to take advantage of a LAG image or just a looser semi-crazy image is by playing more solid and playing good hands fast. For most part, you should be the one doing the shoving, and the fish doing the calling. You want them to call you light, if you are in a tough spot and you have a good hand but not as good as they are representing, a fold is in order. Like I mentioned, the key is still playing very solid and play almost as you were a TAG on the pots that count. A classic adjustment people make against a LAG is by playing even tighter, they are afraid that they might make a play and get played back at. So they think the best adjustment is to play tightly and hit. When they hit a hand, they think the loose player is going to pay them. If you pay them off in those spots, you are going to end up being neutral ev. Just think about it, you are calling him light, he's calling you light. What happens? Shipping money back and forth.

So it's kind of like what cts says, you have to adjust to them before they can properly adjust to you, and always be one level above them. There will be times when the adjustment that a player makes is by playing overly aggressive(tilt), you need to properly identify that and those are the times when you hold like any pair, it's the nuts against them. But for 99% of the time, the best play is definitely just play standard as you were playing a TAG even with a loose crazy image. If you do not do this, even a fish will have an edge on you.

Poker is easy..

Poker is easy when you hit hands. Poker is hard when you have to fold hands. Oh ya, more importantly, Poker is easy when you have a crazy image AND hit hands. End of story.

Monday, November 12, 2007

40k Hands Review

I'm kind of busy tonight but I decided to do a 2/4 session review. So since August when I moved up to 2/4, I have gotten in 40k hands. I played a lot of hands in 1/2 but still that's pretty weak. Anyways, my results in 2/4 is definitely weak. I am a "winning" 2/4 player but not by much within that sample size.

I decided to look through all the 200bb+ pots, winners and losers. I noticed were when I first stabbed the stake where I made some questionable plays. It was a natural FPS where you are trying to over compensate for the change of stakes. It's kind of interesting doing a bigger session review like this. You can really take a step back and think about the game.

Think about this statement: The pots where I truly made a long term profit are the ones where if I was in villian's shoes, I would NOT make the same mistake.

There are spots where I turned a deceptive strong hand against a flopped strong but weaker hand, and I win the pot. But if I were in villian's shoes, I would have paid me off too. Those are not long term profitable situations. When the fish stacks off calling you down with bottom pair, where you would never make that same mistake, that's a long term profitable situation. Basically those are the spots where you go "OMG, what an idiot!". If you can keep yourself from making a mistake(one that villian would not make in your shoes), then you will be at worst neutral ev.

The game is really as simple as a game of mistakes. Whoever makes more loses, and whoever make less wins. What is interesting is that your style of play can possibly cause others to make more mistakes against you. Obviously a nitty player is going to get folds from good players all the time. So these nitty players really primarily hunt on mistakes of the really bad players.

Anyways, throughout this review session, I noticed that majority of the big pots that I lost, they were mostly cooler situations. And on majority of the pots I won, most of them were really poorly played by villian. I mean I would never make that same mistake by those villians. And not to give myself an excuse, but I have not had one single flopped set over set and I had plenty against me. Other than that, I do notice I have spots where I can improve on. I will definitely work on that, so I'll stop making costly mistakes. All of this is good because it gives me some confidence that I will win in a long run and I'm making some good decisions.

This point is related to the point I made about playing less hands with regulars. It's very possible that your edge against a certain regular is zero in a long run because you'll make some mistakes and he'll make some too. As we know, the short term results might show that one player is winning more than another but long term, this might not be so. It's actually very hard to gain a huge edge against a solid player. And as you move higher and higher in stakes, you will find more and more regulars that are doing things that are trying to gain a small but significant edge. Even in 2/4, there are plenty of fish that will make big mistakes against you. There is no point in targeting regulars because there are easier money out there. You will still need to do enough to let those regulars know that they can't exploit you, which is always involving a small variance. As long as you keep their edge on you close to neutral, you are safe to do your share of fishing.

I think it's very important to keep that as your perspective when sitting on a table. I know many times I see a certain regular on the table and I know a certain exploitable tendencies about them, I have a long term edge against them. But let's really think about this, the knowledge I have against that regular is probably only 0.5ptbb/100 but against a typical fish, you can gain up to 10+ptbb/100 long term because they make so many mistakes against you. So what is the better play? Sit and exploit that regular for that 0.5ptbb or sit with the fish and play more hands there? Simple answer, right?

All this talk is really trying to stress on thinking long term and not short term. Guacho from CR stresses a 100BIs BR, it's definitely not a bad idea for long term success. I mean I don't want to go into this whole argument. My point is that there might be a (extremely slim)chance in your poker career where you are down 50BIs and you are still playing profitable poker. I can't even imagine this downswing myself but even being down 50BIs, one should never let that sway him from playing his A game. You might lose 5 BIs to a really bad player due to suckouts, but as long as you know you are +ev against him, you will be ahead in a long run. So just play and keep making those decisions. Don't worry about being up or down X after one or two sessions, it makes no difference in a long run. If you were told by a god that you will certainly lose your whole BR down to your last bb, but you are promised to make billions climbing back up, would you do it? EV is ultimately a promise by some god out there that in a long term, you will be in the positive, not negative.

Anyways, I'll leave it at that. I think I left some good thoughts here.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Regulars

Everyone always says to play more hands with the fish and try to avoid the regulars. This used to have a different meaning, and it's such a simple concept.

Every hand you play on a table has value against different types of villians on the table, whether if it's AA or 27o. Depending on the villian, 27o might have more value than AA believe it or not. A trashy hand like that is a good distribution of hand to make certain plays and you will have no trouble folding it if the pressure is back on you. While a hand like AA, against a certain types of player, you are better off folding it to any type of resistance because face it, it's tough to fold AA. So perhaps AA is -ev and 27o is +ev.

Maybe you are playing like 25% of your hands on a given table, distributions of hands is the same for everyone in a long run. You can maximize your value by playing the trashy hands against the good regulars and play your good hands against the fish.

Back to what I was saying about playing more hands with the fish and less with the regulars. Since your good hands have less value against a regular, you should try to play your good hands with fish. If you are going to make a play on a regular, don't do it with a hand that has value. They are good enough to not pay you off with your good hands, and they are willing to make bigger folds. So might as well use a different distribution of hands against them.

But my own lesson is to play more hands against fish and less against regulars. All I need to do is to keep an aggressive image on regulars so they get the hell out of my way.

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Being Result Oriented

I definitely have a lot to improve. This last session really put things into perspective. I've totally forgotten how it felt to play really long sessions. You could know all the poker concepts but if you don't apply them, you have nothing. Also, after applying them and the long term results are poor, you need to adjust. That's all part of improving.

I don't think I play poorly or anything in the session. I definitely have a lot to improve on and there are many situations where I really wasn't sure what the right play was. If I was given the time to think about it, I definitely could play it very optimally but since I'm kind of rusty, things did not go so smooth.

Either way, what happened in one session or another matters not to me. Winning is nice, but losing isn't terrible either. If you judge your performance based on the results, then you are being results oriented. There will be sessions where I cooler like 10 pots in a row, and I'm up 10bis. Great, but sooner or later, I will probably lose those 10bis when I am on the other side of the cards. As I always say, you need to just make the decisions and everything will fall into place. I've pretty much beat this concept to death already but that's what I want to get into. I'm currently thinking of a mistake I'm making in a more "micro" situation.

During a hand, there'll be situations where you think it's best to stack off given the player's range. Perhaps you are only 5% favorite against his long term range, then you should still get your money in no matter if you are going to lose the next 10 pots in the same 10 situations. But losing 10 pots really sucks, or does it? That's just part of being result oriented. You had made the best decision in that possible time and in a long run, it's a small edge but still the correct play. So a really great player would realize this and not let that shake him whether the results are good or bad.

I feel I'm getting closer to that mentality but it's difficult. Most of the time when I'm being results oriented, I don't even realize it. I make a great play, but it did not work, I start to question if it was a good play to begin with. It's a valid question but it's a question that spawned from the results. On the same scenario if the play had worked, I would have not questioned profitability of my play. I won the pot, didn't I? That is the problem.

I feel a little idiotic to not realize what's going on in my mind. I desire to combat this and really rid myself of being short term result oriented. Concentrate on the decision and nothing else.

Monday, October 29, 2007

Gonna Play More, and Revision of Thinking

I decided that I want to get more hands in per month. These past couple months have been really skimpy, I log for the whole month like I logged a week in the summer. So whenever I have any free time, I'll try to get hands in.

I really like the style of my game these days, I am capable of anything you can think of as a play but I do so in profitable ways. Also I'm really focusing on more table selection these days, I'm going to rid the whole "highest pot/Player % seen flop" table selection. I don't think that was best. Currently, I'm not typically afraid of playing tough regulars. I'm sure in a long run, even against the best of them, I will not be that big of an underdog. The point is that I don't need to prove anything to them and I know my own abilities and limitations, I'll leave my ego at the door. Also with the limited of time I can play these days, it's best to try to grab the highest expectation.

Anyways, there's something that I've been working on. These days, I've been just sick of hearing people being on downswings and what not. I mean I don't get mad hearing that stuff or anything. It just affects me negatively when I am not playing and I think too much about the possibility of that happening to me in the near future. I don't know how many times I say that I don't believe in "downswings"(though I use the term), it's just part of the game. There is no winning or losing in this game, there is just the aspect of making right or wrong decisions. And even that is not so straightforward, as being right doesn't mean the result is good or being wrong means the result is bad.

That's why this game is such a mental/emotional game. You cannot "win" unless you can master yourself. And my journey has always been to try to master myself. If someone ask me how much percentage of the game is "inner", I would say at least 60%. But anyways, this is what I came up with these days that will hopefully help me(so far so good!).

Here's the thought process:

"The money that I made so far that's currently in my BR is not mine. Actually, it's not anybody's and actually it is everybody's. As long as it is in my BR, the money there is not in my possession. It will come and go as I play more hands. I have no control over the outcome of the cards, but I hope to be winning at the end. If I lose my BR, I did not lose anything because it was never mine. Again, all I can do is make best decisions and make profitable plays. I have the power to take the money in my BR to become mine by withdrawing any time. If I choose to keep playing and earn more with my investment, then I need to accept that what I keep in my BR is never mine. I can think of my BR as a different entity that is part of my investment and by investing, I have to accept that it can come and go. But in the end, I know that if it is all gone, I never gain or lose money because it was never mine."

It's a pretty different concept, and I like it. It really isn't "faking" my mind to not care, because I honestly think the above is true. It's just a different way of thinking of your BR. I like it so far. Maybe it'll help someone out there. But I blog this because it's important for myself and it helps me.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Pretty funny timing/future of PIF

As some of you know, CTS joined the CR pros team as they launched the new site. Just right before the release of his first video, I was thinking about the style he is basically preaching in his videos. It is great to see a great player playing exactly what I had imagined, of course his thinking is still way above my level but it's a good reassurance.

Btw, a while ago I picked the book "Mathematics of Poker" by Bill Chen and I was not sure to recommend it. I can wholeheartedly recommend it now. I read a good portion of the book but I did not really grasp the full extent of it at the time, but lately after rethinking about my game, it's definitely a book that every poker player should look into. It's a very difficult book for the non-mathematical minds, but I think if you want to get to the high stakes, the understanding of the concepts is a basic requirement.

Of course I'm mentioning this now that CTS had mentioned it in his newest video(what a copycat!). Though he did not really recommend the book, he just said some parts were interesting. There are many more important information in the book that I really can't list. Most players do not completely understand why they are winning or losing. Actually I've been winning for a year and I did not know how until very recently how I've been winning. The book helped me realize this. Once it clicks, you start to think about the fundamentals and it makes the game really really simple. Don't get me wrong, I still got tons to learn but I feel like I can sit on any table and in a long run, I should come out ahead.

As far as results go, it's all talk and no solids. I have a lot of time to think about poker these days, since I can't physically play. Basically when my mind is free, I'm probably thinking poker. So I've been reevaluating lines and really digging down to the cores of the game. I thought about all the things that better players do, and validate the plays with logic why it's effective or profitable. My game is definitely evolving, and the game is getting more interesting to play.


On another note, I'll put this out now. Please don't quote me on it or bother me about this, it might not happen for another year or even happen at all. But after the pay it forward ends, I'm planning on continuing the pay it forward with my own student(s). The rough timing would be under 2 important criterias. 1.) when I feel even more confident about my poker knowledge(big question mark here) and 2.) when I have establish myself as a big winner with solid results. There is a 3rd, it's basically based on time. I'm hella busy these days, so only if I have the time to commit to this.

I personally hate teaching something when I'm only half ass at it, and my own confidence is very important. The first 2 criterias are a must before I take on this project, but I'm just throwing it out in case anybody is wondering. And no, I'm not taking any early application. Heck, there might not be anybody who is interested with applying. We'll see!

Sunday, October 14, 2007

1 Year Anniversary of Poker

Though I never kept an official date when I started playing online poker(basically just poker in general), I do have an idea that it is around the UIGEA signing periods and immediately followed by party pulling out of the US market. Anyways, the exact date doesn't matter but definitely a lot has happened since then. So I'll just officially say right now that I have one year of poker on my belt.

As far as BR status update, my BR size hasn't really change. I made a decent sized withdrawal about a month ago, and since then everything is just going quite slow. While I'm probably winning at 2/4, my standard deviation gives me no room to make any assumptions. Though like I've mentioned previously, I'm running into way too many cooler situations than my fair share at the stake. While that probably wouldn't make me a huge winner, it would still be significant considering the sample size. But of course, I'm running quite good at 1/2. It offsets the losses made in 2/4. But honestly 2/4 is not the problem for me. It's the fact I just don't put in enough hands for variance to balance out.

But right now, my priority is set to do well in my classes. As long as I need to put in more hours for school, I'm going to need to put less hours in poker. That's determined and I'm not going to change that.

Sunday, October 7, 2007

Sigh

Playing the best poker of my life, but results just is not showing. To explain my frustration, I lost like 3 stack vs stack where it was profitable to do so(1 x set under set, 1x AK vs JJ pf, 1x JJ vs AT all in pf) but still ended up breaking even for the session. Obviously it's nothing to complain about when you aren't losing but I had all the regulars under my fingertips and I was profitable against them.

Oh well, just venting.

One thing to note about 2/4 is that you are playing regulars all the time, you almost have to abuse some of the bad regulars while the fish can decide to stack off horribly whenever. Oh ya, my computer is really acting up these days, it's pretty frustrating when you worked as a computer tech and can't fix your own computer. :(

I'm not satisfied..

Tonight I was just thinking about the game and where I stand currently at the game. I'm not completely satisfied with where I am, I'm not stopping here. I'm going to keep pushing forward. I remember grinding in 10nl and saw these cool guys playing higher stakes, and I was wishing that I want to be there. And I realize that I'm dipping down as far as my passion for the game. This is because I'm starting to be in a comfort zone, and I'm just loosening up and not really trying to keep my hardest to keep improving.

Anyways, it's 5am in the morning. I was playing for the last 3 hours. I was playing 2 tables of short handed against guys that I felt probably had a slight edge against me. I stayed and played because I wanted to challenge the flow. In their minds, they were exploiting some of my tendencies and I wanted to see if I can beat that, while of course making it a good learning experience. They were showing me exactly what I wanted to see, they were floating me and raising me in position. I know what they were doing and It made me think of ways to re-exploit what they are exploiting of me. Basically I was playing heads up against couple of those players.
I ended up probably losing like 2 BIs to this one guy who I suspect is not even a regular, just kind of a guy with some tricks. And I broke even against an obvious regular, I suspect he's a decent winner in FT. He outplayed me in a lot of pots, almost as I felt I was being leveled a couple times. Of course it was easy when you have the right type of hands versus my holding, but I give him credit that he was good. The other guy, I think if I keep playing him for a long time, I can probably get the best of him because I found many ways to exploit him also.

Even though I made a couple questionable stack offs, the 200nl games that I was playing helped me stay almost break even for tonight. I think that's a pretty big blessing. Though I didn't really care, I was willing to take some risks. There's a very very thin line between being a complete spewtard and being successful at what I'm trying to do. I think I'll make it, there'll just be a bit of variance involved.

My goal is not just be a solid regular in 2/4 but I'm aiming way higher than that. This was my original plan and I'm sticking with it. The only problem is the time constraint due to classes, but I'll try to manage.

Friday, October 5, 2007

Playing Multiple Levels

I think I'm making an error about mentality when playing in 1/2 and 2/4 simultaneously. I am definitely still playing close to my best game for both levels, but I started to not value when I win a stack in 1/2. I mean those are great, but the big money comes in the 2/4 tables. I need to treat each table as 100bb and not think about the actual values on the table. Whether it's 5c or 100 dollars, they should be converted into big blinds and played accordingly.

That said, I actually got to play some hands tonight. It was refreshing to stop playing for over a week and jumping in to play. It didn't feel as much as a grind. I think I overall played well, I was focused and I actually made some pretty big bluffs. Basically I'm just whining now that, it seems that I'm coolering people in 1/2 and getting coolered in 2/4, that's just horrible. Obviously it has nothing to do with the stakes, just pointing it out. But I like to run AA into KK or set over set in a bigger stake sometimes.. That said, today, I folded another set.. accidentally, oh ya Pawel, make that top set!. :(

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Benefits of a Teacher

It's funny, so I was browsing the new CR forums and I just notice so many people are giving pretty bad advice. I mean I'm not saying I'm perfect by any means but some stuff is just "standard". And I think back before PIF that I'm probably the same as the bunch there. And I came to a few realizations about how much Brian has changed my game.

There are many bad habits you learned while playing on your own. I still remember playing 25nl and folding so much in reraised pots with big OPs. This is something I learned playing 25nl that I called enough of the times and got shown a set many many times, so I adapted the "folding policy" in that situation. Of course, I obviously learned something right to get to where I am now.

But thinking back, it's obvious that PIF has changed me and changed how I think about the game. Obviously I will take some credit to my own because it's my constant evaluating of situations that help me develop my current poker intuitions. But much of that credit came from Brian and Pawel's example as I was relearning new habits. My complete trust in their knowledge is what allowed me to accept those knowledge as my own. Honestly, I cannot and will not beat 1/2 if I still retain most of those bad habits I had. Paying someone to teach you those things is definitely +ev, and I wouldn't have noticed until I look back at my old self. Of course I was blessed with the PIF opportunity so I did not have to pay. But honestly, I don't know how much it would have cost me to rid those bad habits by myself.

I definitely recommend people to find a coach with a game that you completely respect. Remove your doubts, and be active while absorbing the new information. Understand their thought process, keep asking until you understand exactly why they do what they do. I admit sometimes Brian gets upset at me because I keep asking the same types of questions. In his perspective, he probably thinks I'm challenging him as a teacher but it was merely my constant search for understanding of his thought processes. But through this, you really get to pick someone's brain and benefit from it fully.

There is one other thing that is important. It is to lay down your egos and have the will to listen. There are times when I get stubborn and think I'm always right. But that's the wrong attitude. As a poker player, you need to constant absorb new information and understand how people think. Every play that you make on a table should be backed by your understandings of the villian's thought process. Even if his thought process is incorrect, you need to understand it and use it for your advantage. Therefore, if your ego is on the way, you shut your ears and not take in valuable information. But the point is that, you will be wrong sometimes and if your ego is too big to realize it, this will just halt your development as a player. It's really a death trap. I find myself within this trap more often as I feel more and more confident about my game. You need to realize that "yes, I'm pretty good but there are still tons of things I need to learn and improve upon. The day I stop learning is the day I become a loser." Hence I always say that a downswing is a good swing because it destroys your ego.

Monday, September 24, 2007

Complete BS!

I ran really really bad in my early session today, I don't remember the last time I ran this poorly(can't win any hand, and every big hand was counterfeited/coolered/sucked out). Then I decided to come back for another session. I won a few big pots from value betting very thin and coolered fish with turned/rivered big hands. The highlight though was that I sucked out one 200bb pot against a TAG.. A8s vs AA all in pf. I just felt villian was frustrated with me, and it was sb vs bb. Obviously I shoved on him. I haven't had such a bad suckout for a very very long time. I hate it when in a long run, that was like huge -ev.

But the BS thing was that, I was down a lot and came back close to even.

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Thursday, September 20, 2007

PS 2/4

I finished a session today, and I didn't run good at all. I was curious how much I'm down on the site overall. So in PS, I'm down 13BIs in 2/4 over 16k hands. I really don't know what to think about that. 16k is definitely a small sample but it's significant enough I think. While this doesn't necessary bother me right now, it does make me think about what other people are doing that are winning.

I'm really thinking about opening up a lot and playing the villian instead of my cards. I mean I'm not going to go maniac but I know I can use my hand reading ability to make profitable bluffs. Obviously the variance is going to shoot up, but I really think I can make them long term profitable.

One thing I admit that I am weak at is villian reading. I rely on stats way too much and it comes to the point that I make most plays based on stats. I think if I lay it out, it's about 80% stats, 20% tendencies. To make good bluffs, you really need to know what type of player he is and what types of laydowns he's willing to make. I got to ask these questions: what type of hands does he value bet? what type of hands is he checking down? what type of hands is he calling down with? what kind of things can I exploit from this villian? should I be bluffing him more or should I be value betting more lightly?

So like always, the next couple sessions, I'm going to be playing very few tables and develop really good read on each players. This will be good practice for my hand reading abilities and obviously working on what I am weak at.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Lesson Tonight

I was up for lesson tonight. The result wasn't good, but I just want to note that I'm glad how well I can handle swings of the game. I think I can be down a lot for a session and still not feel a whole lot about it. All you can hope for is that you make good decisions and that you'll swing the other way sooner or later. Honestly, I feel I neither deserves to win or lose in this game. I'm not saying I should be break even. I'm saying win or lose comes from your ability in making the correct decisions therefore you deserve exactly what you deserve, whatever that might be. So it's best not to think about it or let it affect you. I'm definitely closer to being indifferent about the results.

But with that said, I really like to be winning on PS especially I need to be playing shit tons of hands there in the next 2 weeks. We'll see.

Monday, September 17, 2007

I'm screwed

I'm screwed.. It's the 17th, and I need 7k VPP on PS by the end of the month. No FT for me this month, that's for sure. Even so I'm not sure if I'll make it, given the limited hands I can play this month.

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Busy School

School's been busy, my amount of hands per week is really weak. For the limited hands I've been playing, I think I'm running well(as opposed to running bad). 2/4 definitely doesn't intimidate me much any more, though there are still some tough regulars that I need to adapt to. Definitely though, I am pretty sure I can beat it in a long run. My roll is over 20k for a while now, let's see when I'll make 30k.

Saturday, September 8, 2007

Playing by Table Image

I think this is such an important concept as you play higher stakes. While it's almost always "standard" to open with an low PP in EP in a 6max game, is it correct to always open it? I believe it's a huge spew to do that when you are playing with a really bad image. Of course I'm talking about the extremes, say you open raised like 4 times in a row in this one orbit. I mean if anybody has any type of decent hand, they should be 3betting you. Sure, you only lose 4bb or so, but why put yourself in that situation when it's obvious you know what will happen over 60% of the time. Consider keeping those 4bb, how much more profits would you have now? That's a good question.

These days, I've been playing my hands based on my table image more often. If I'm very tight, you'll see me open with all types of hands in all position but if I'm loose, my range will tighten up dramatically. The goal of this is that I'm trying to sustain a constant "small ball" winrate as opposed to slowly spewing. My lines postflop will vary too based on this same image, if I have a more tight image, I'll lean toward to bluffing more and if I have a more loose image, I'll play tighter and bluff way less. I think this style is way more easier to play than to push against the flow of the table and dig your hand in where you shouldn't be in the first place.

I think I'm getting somewhere here. I've been really thinking about the true LAG style. While I might not necessarily play LAG, I want to understand their thought process and adapt it to my own. You know, I used to think Taylor's videos are kind of crazy most of the time. He'll be bluffing with air almost at least once a video and I'm starting to understand those thought process behind the play. It's great, but you really need to wait for the right timing to start to appreciate his style. For me, I think I'm getting there.

Friday, August 31, 2007

Finished Grinding PS!

So I was like 2k VPP short in the last few days of the month, this is a must to sustain my PS VIP status. So these days, I've been forced to play majority PS tables, which kind of sucks because I'm doing so poorly at PS.

After the lesson with Brian yesterday, it confirmed what I was suspecting. I was folding a lot of spots that I shouldn't be. I can read people's hands pretty well for most part, but when they just go out of line and start making huge river bets, I gave them credit more often than I should. Today, I was just calling everything that did not make sense. Ya, that's definitely where the money was at with 2/4. They show me the nuts sometimes, but bluffs very very often.

I can't be too disappointed with my results tonight, I'm overall down 1BI but I lost 2 stacks with set under set and QQ vs JJ allin pf that got sucked out. The weirdest part was that, I did not win one 200bb pot to compensate. Anyways, it's a good sign when you don't leak way under when you are losing all the huge pots and winning only small ones.

Many times during the session, I had to refocus and remind myself that only the decisions matter, everything else is gibberish. I need to keep improving my game, I'll see the results if I just keep at it sooner or later.

Monday, August 27, 2007

Struggling...

I'm struggling a little right now, but I'm making some adjustments. I think I should be fine once I calibrate those adjustments to my needs. It's just that I put a shit tons of hands in today with very little to show for it. I guess the short term results don't bother me, but when it comes to the point that you feel like your confidence is getting hit, that's when you know you are in a bit of trouble.

But since I started playing 2/4, I've been changing up my game a lot. I've just been thinking a lot about certain things and trying to improve in a long run. The problem is that I'm never sure if I'm making the correct changes, I guess it's just part of the learning process. You are going to have to go through this sooner or later.

I say this many times before, but I definitely think PS is a lot harder to beat than FT. But I'm glad I'm playing in PS to "toughen" me up. Though I hope my PS roll doesn't go busto in the meantime.

PS Strikes Again

I decided to play 90% PS tables today, I played both 1/2 and 2/4. On the 2/4 tables, I got literally destroyed. I mean I coinflipped a few times, did not win one on 2/4 tables and I ran QQ vs AA all in on the turn. I ended up down 6 BIs on 2/4 but in the 1/2 tables, I went up 3 BIs so that "saved" me. I felt that other than a couple hands, I played really well just really got nothing going for me. The funny thing was that 90% of my 2/4 tables were losing tables and 90% of my 1/2 tables were winners.

I guess I'm not really worried about being down. So far in PS 2/4, I'm down overall there. I'm not going to pull out from there any time soon but it's dipping a little low right now. I'll try to see if anybody wants to transfer some money between the sites later.

My First Staking Deal

Okay, I'm officially staking Josh for 20k hands starting tonight. The deal is the following:

-20k hands playing 50nl
-50% staked, 25% profit(if he loses money after 20k, it'll have to compensate for 50% of his losses. But if he wins after 20k hands, he owes me 25% of profits made)
-he cannot check his balance during this 20k hands period
-he will not play more than 6 tables at once

So, pretty much all I ask of him is play his best poker and not worry about short term. I want him to make profitable decisions and not worry about his BR. He's been running pretty poorly these days and a lot of it I feel is because he's been worrying about how poorly he's been running. I just want him to focus on what is important(the decisions) and not the results.

Of course, I'm a nit. I did not take this stake to lose. I took this deal at 99% confidence because 1.) I know his game probably better than anybody else nowadays 2.) Even if I take a loss here, he will gain something from this. And I somehow will surely gain something in the future too. 3.) I feel I have a pretty good understanding of what makes one a winning player and one a losing player, and from what I've seen, I can't imagine him to be losing unless tilt is a factor.

Anyways, we decided he'll keep going until the 11th of next month(~20k hands), let's see what unfolds then. I expect to profit but I'll feel bad a little about it. Because I never play to lose in a long run.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Couple things I struggle with...

I'm just going blog down the things that's been bugging me.

So, I really really hate making marginal calls these days. But for some reason, this has been bugging me. I mean I think opposed to before, I'm more profitable without making those calls. The problem now is that I feel if you can make these calls by using good reads, it really gives you that edge and extra winrate.

While I don't want to become a calling station that never believes anybody, it's really difficult to determine if a call is profitable or not. At the scale of 1 to 10, 10 being the strongest of hands, I'm probably only calling a big bet with 8 and up. I've been thinking about how to exploit the guys that bluff a little more than average but not quite out of line. Those guys definitely have an edge over me if I fold 90% of my hands when he represents huge strength.

Also these days, I'm checking out the high stakes forums. The regulars are not afraid to build a pot with a draw and get his stack in as a bluff if the situation calls for it. I'm not thinking to make big bluffs, but it makes me reevaluate how I think about the game and how I think about a "BI". I've said this before that the money on the table is a tool to win more money, so if it's profitable to extract 30-40bb from the villian with your 100bb, you should definitely do it. You don't need to be correct that often and usually if you shove your stack in, you get a fold over 80+% of the time.

Anyways, these situations remind me of the things talked about in Mathematics of Poker. It is all about making the correct adjustments toward to a particular villian. The scale I talked about earlier, against some villian, you might need to make calls with a 3 or a 4. Some aggro villian will raise the flop with 1OC, and fire a second barrel. To exploit these villian, you need to stack off real light. It calls for some variance, but in a long run, you should expect profit every time he has to fold the turn raise after committing over 20-30bb. It's extremely difficult to make these adjustments because they are extremely marginal and it relates to the next point I'm about to make.


The toughest thing about poker is the ability to handle the swings. It's also something I'm constantly working on improving. I want to get to the point where I'm up 5 BIs I feel nothing, or down 5 BIs I feel nothing. Logically I understand the math behind expectations and variance, but emotionally, it's very difficult to swallow down. Maybe I'm just a perfectionist, because I know I handle swings much better than average both logically and emotionally. But I really want to achieve that "state of indifference". I have improved in my mental toughness by a lot since I started playing already. But I feel if I can really get to that state, I would be much more productive. Also, it'll be a huge edge against my competitors. More importantly, poker tends to creep into the rest of my life either in good and bad ways. I think if I plan to keep playing, I need to keep working on this.

Friday, August 24, 2007

After slightly over 10k hands...

I'm basically breakeven at 2/4 so far. I'm making some adjustments to the games, I'm pretty sure I'm a winner here, I'm not sure how much though. I'm actually pretty happy these couple days, I've been playing some really solid poker. Results are not there, and I'm not expecting much results. I just need to play a lot of hands and make good profitable decisions. Results should come later, but should be reminded that it's not in my control.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Nice to Score a Winning Session

It's nice to score a winning session, 1 BI up. But it's not that great when you ran set over set and sucked out a 25/75. I definitely need to keep developing my hand reading skills, 2/4 definitely is pushing that limit for me and I feel I'm using it more than ever. Also I'm working on building the next thinking level, "what does villian think I have?". In 2/4, this is really big. You can represent a bluff, or you can represent a made hand to bluff. Sometimes against some regulars, you can think on the 4th level and use that to dodge bullets. The thing is that people try to play deceptive too much and in some ways, when lines start to make no sense. In utter confusion, you'll actually make complete sense of what he's trying to do. Deep stuff, but I try not to over think things.

Played Well, still down

Overall I think I played really well this last session but went down 2BIs. I ran into some unfortunately situations and stacked off. But I'm happy that I'm playing solid. The biggest problem right now is that 2/4 is still a new stake for me, being down can be mentally tough. But for most part, I don't see why I won't be beating this stake. I just need to get away from more marginal situations.

I like this feeling that I'm being challenged but it motivates me, it keeps me struggling and help me stay strong. Small downswings are good for your health.. :)

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Good Articles

This link I got from Jman's blog. The articles are very insightful. Check it out.

http://www.tommyangelo.com/articles.html

Grind grind grind

I haven't really been grinding poker for a while. I think I'm going to start again. I was actually pretty happy with my "overall" game today but I stacked off some spots where I knew I was beating nothing, which kind of annoyed me. I gave myself an excuse to call, I need to control that part of me. Even if the results were good, I think those calls were bad. So I played really well with majority of my hands, but played bad when the pot was huge. Overall, it's not too bad. I went down 3BIs, but nothing major.

Once in a while, I seem to go through some stretches where I become a huge calling station and don't fold anything when I know I'm beat. It's pretty funny, I think it's part of listening to your inner voice and not go with your logic. That's a spewy little fellow. I need to remind myself to stick with a plan and follow through.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

2/4 Update

I just finished a session. Ended up down 1BI. It's a pretty bad sign when you feel like you are on a table and you are looking to stack the regulars. I mean I wasn't consciously trying to mess with them, but the problem is that they are always trying to gain an edge over me which I can't allow them to have. I honestly feel if I play with them more, I can exploit each and every one of them. Most of them are just way overaggro, you are going to have to deal with that. I can totally see why some people will not do well in this stake. The stake is more straining than 200nl by far, people are constantly using metagame against you. They are not afraid to throw their stack in there with 2 OCs when they think you are weak. People understand the power of aggression, but I feel some do it in a mechanical fashion.

I really think I can beat this stake. Basically having a big PP is HUGE hand, and by generally playing loose, you can get paid off with those hands very frequently. The thing is that I need to be playing in this stake a bit longer to show these regulars that I will play tricky, so they cannot exploit me profitably. I like this new challenge, and I will succeed.

Friday, August 17, 2007

Awesome "Upgrades"

Okay, this post has nothing to do with poker. I bought a new mouse and a new headset today. My old mouse was not functioning properly. The IE3.0 was double clicking when I want a single click, you can imagine how annoying that is. So I wanted something similar to replace it. There is a new re-release version of IE3 that I thought about getting, but I wanted some changes. And I decided on the "Razer Death Adder", this mouse is awesome. I can't describe how good it is. Just the feel and everything is awesome. It's a gaming mice so the precision is just unmatched. Here's a pic:


and yes, it glows. :) Only downside to this mouse is that it's pretty expensive for a mouse, but if it lasts me a while, it's definitely well worth it. I like it even more than the ie3.0 honestly.


I also bought these headset the "Steel Series 5H". The version 2 has a mic built in. I was looking really hard for one of those big ass headphones but I want a mic to go with it. Well this thing comes with a mic and you can hide the mic inside the headphone, which is exactly what I'm looking for. It's pretty sweet. Though it has these speaker holes on the outside on the headphones that apparently defeats the purpose of a headphone. It's relatively soft, but still kind of weird "feature". I don't know how long this thing will last, but the sound quality on it is great. I definitely recommend it.

Here is how it looks:



The 2 purchase came out to total of ~100 in newegg, so it's not too bad. Both items are sweet. :)

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Withdrawal

I think I decided temporarily what I'm going to do with cashing out. I'm going to just take 100% of my FT rakeback out as a direct withdrawal. I definitely want to build my BR up to at least 80BIs on 2/4 before thinking of cashing out any of my roll. I think this will help me financially, also will motivate me to play more hands. It's not bad because I still make about 10-20dollars an hour on FT rakeback. In some ways, it's a good way for a stable income. I mean rakeback is always stable, you pretty much earn the same amount based on hands played. Unlike the actual game, you go through up and down swings every other day, rakeback can be a set income. Weird way to think about it, but I'll stick with that for now.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

First 1K day at 2/4

So I finished my first +1k day at 2/4. I mean it's basically just +2.5BIs. But I'm glad my first stab into this stake was good results. I haven't been put to the test yet, I mean if I go on a 10 BI downswing, it's going hurt here. Overall though, I'm pretty sure I can beat this stake. Though I haven't gotten into too many tough situations or the results have been good so far. What I do notice is that people respect raises even more and are more willing to fold. I think this is a good thing because of my new style.

I'm pretty excited about this new challenge. It's been 2 months since I moved up, and this move up was anticipated to be really rough. So far, the transition has been really smooth. I think it's mostly that I really learned a lot these past month or two. Most are just fundamental things but nevertheless, it's really important. Well let's hope I can keep this up! Thanks for the encouragement for those who I talked to today.

Okay I cheated

I know I said I was going to wait for 50BIs to stab 2/4. But I did it with 40 instead. I guess I have been unmotivated with the game lately. After screwing Ironman, I just had very little incentive to play. I felt the solution was move up, new challenge, make more money. I'm not expecting some great results but I would hope I will though.

Anyways, I did 2 sessions so far today. First session went really dry and down 2BIs. The second session, I made 4. So overall I'm up a little over 2 bis. Don't worry, I'm sure I'll be swinging up and down in this week.

The thing is that I think the games get tougher as you move up but it's not considerably tougher. The regulars will be smarter and better, but the money doesn't come from them majority of the time. As long as you can play them semi-optimally I think you'll be fine. But who knows, I'm sure I'll learn a lot from this experience and I'm just experiencing a small upswing, that's all. It'll be a while until I'm a solid regular in 2/4.

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

Screw Ironman

Not going to bust my ass on that stupid shit anymore. I mean it doesn't take much effort but for such little reward, I'm not going to worry about it.

Friday, August 3, 2007

Comments for a fellow CR'er

This is a comemnt I tried to make on his blog but the formating got all messed up. So I'm posting it here in case somebody is working on the same thing, and obviously for that CR'er's benefit.

"Honestly I'm not the best person to explain ranges to anybody. If you haven't read Jman's article on gbucks or Brian Townsend's article on ranges, you definiteyl should do that. But I think have a good grasp lately and it's becoming very powerful and helpful to my game. I'll try to explain it as I understand it.

Let's say in a 6 max scenario where you hold AKo in utg and you make a standard raise. TAG Button cold calls and we see a flop. Let's assume you and villian are both 100bb deep. TAG's pf range is probably Kxs(x>T), low to mid PP, SC, maybe big PP(rarely but sometimes). The flop comes KhTh7s. You make a standard cbet...

Scenario 1a:

Villian cold calls. Now, you are thinking about the villian's range. If he's a loose and passive flop cold caller, I can put him on maybe Kxs, JTs, QTs, flush draw, 2P(somewhat weird), set, OESD, gutshot. All of these. Most of these hands he's probably just going to shut down on the turn.

Scenario 1b:

Villian cold calls here too. Now assume the guy is very tight caller(folds 80% to cbet). Now you can only put his range to Kx, OESD, flush draw, set, 2P. See how ranges changes from villian to villian based on their tendencies?

Scenario 2:

Villian raises 3x. Now, his range is more narrow. His range is probably a set, 2P, and 98, JQ and a flush draw, occasionally you'll see AA,KK or the same hand.


Effectively you are playing villian's range not his "exact" hole cards. Because you can never be sure you can put villian on 1 hand unless it's overly obvious. In Scenario 1a, knowing villian's range is so wide, you should probably just keep value betting(probably somewhat lighter) into him for 2 more streets. If he raises and the turn completes something, you might have to consider folding(again, his range changes as you gain more information). In Scenario 1b, villian's range is a lot more tighter, I'd charge him for draws harder, I'll bet harder because if he has me beat, he'll probably raise. And if he wants to bluff the turn, it'll cost him more to do it. In Scenario 2, this one is very tricky. If I feel this villian is super aggro, I probably just stick my AK in and be happy about it. But if he's more selective about raising, maybe only monster draws and a set, AA, KK, AK, then you are dominated by his raising. By shoving this villian, you are never ahead of his range. Hence you will lose money to this villian by playing like this. A more conservative play is to just cold call his raise and see what the turn brings and how villian bets. If he checks behind, you almost guarantee he has vulnerable hand. And I'd probably value bet the river because his range narrowed. If the river gets ugly, completes some draw. You check to villian, he fires a psb. His range is either the nuts or air, he never has a marginal hand there. You have to consider his range from pf to river to make this decision. On this particular board, I probably make a call more than a fold because there are way too many busted draws out there that would bluff. Another factor is how often a villian bluffs, if he never bluffs, you probably should never call w/ your TPTK. So his range for psb river is always narrowed to the nuts. Range changes as you gain more information, keep that in mind.

I hope this helps you. I recommend dropping down to very few tables and thinking about villian's range on every hand. By doing this more, it comes automatic later and you'll be able to handle a situation better. Good luck!"

Poker is Swingy

Okay, forget that this is Friday. But I ran a 2k hand session earlier, I ended up down like almost 4BIs. I came back for another 500 hands, I shot up 6BIs. There were a lot of bad players though and I was getting hit by the deck.

Anyways, I've been really changing up my game a little. More and more, I'm thinking of the backdoor possibilities of my hands. It's something I did not care about before, but I feel it's really important as you play more aggressive. You don't want to go raising turn with air when you want to take the pot down. You want to at least have some outs no matter what. Also I've been doing a ton of thin value bets, it's amazing how often donks will call. I guess I'm just making use of my better hand reading skills and kind of playing unconventional. Something I'm definitely working on asking myself this: "what am I representing here?", or "what does the villian think I have?" Against regulars these things are golden, even against donks, I find knowing this can be very helpful when to value bet and when you only will get called by better.

I mentioned to this to a few people. I feel I'm really getting into the whole poker mindset these days. What I mean is, I see my AK vs KK pf, I'm like shit, I lost money no matter what the result is. I had the nut straight against a set, all in on the turn, the river pairs the board, I go "oh well, I make a lot of money in a long run there". Those things don't bother me at all, because the short term results is not what makes you money. The difference between a winning player and losing player is really down to whether you can see the short or long term. I know how well a session is running just by how often I go in as a favorite and how often I'm drawing dead or as a huge underdog. Those numbers go through my head as villian turns his hand face up, I could care less about the results.

Putting this into perspective for today's session. I think I played decent even being down 4BIs. I did make some horrible plays that I shouldn't have, I spewed a little here and there. But overall I was happy how well I played overall, money went in good or ~50/50. And on the second session where I went up 6 BIs, there were almost no coinflips. I was making money as a huge favorite on every pot, which is crazy. People were calling my river bets with really horrible hands, so those plays were no doubtedly hugely profitable. If they keep paying me off with worse there, it'll be almost more profitable than getting paid with every set. When people pay you off stupidly, no odds goes against that and the money goes straight to pure profits(no owing Sklansky bucks!).

Anyways, I think this is a breakthrough and I'm happy about it. Though I still have a problem with keep playing when I'm running really really well. My emotions just goes crazy and it distracts my play. I really want to work on that.

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

Thoughts of Winrates/Aggression

This past 3 weeks, I've been thinking about the game a lot and I questioned a lot of different issues. The questions I was asking were "what makes a winning player?, how do you sustain a desirable winrate? what makes one player better than another?" You get the point.

Something that Brian keeps saying comes to mind. I believe he said something like poker is all about grinding it out to win that 5bb/100 in a long term. He said this during the times when our hand goes all in as a huge favorite and get sucked out. In a long run, that play as we all know will be +ev. But short term, it sucks hardcore. Not until recently, his words has become a whole different meaning to me.

So what makes one a 5ptbb/100 winner? Actually in theory, it's very easy. If you steal the blinds 1.5x per orbit, you already make like almost 2ptbb/100 in a 6 max game. Some of us already knew this, but that almost sounds way too easy. Of course it's not that easy. It'll be crazy if the table lets you consistently steal their blinds 1.5x per orbit.

But this does remind us one thing about being a winning player. It's all about the little things that matters the most. Even though every time you try to set mine, you should remember that set mining comes at a price. If it costs you 4xbb to try to hit your set, you'll be paying 7.5x4bb = 30bb in a long run every time you hit. That means by calling 4xbb each time, if you don't make over 30bb DIRECTLY(not in a mutual pot) from the villian's stack, you are losing money by set mining. So every time you hit, and c/r his cbet(~7bb) but he folds, you are losing money. Recall all the times that happened to you, now in theory you are probably owing money by set mining considering how often that happens. But of course there are many times where you stack the guy with an OP, that should pay for some of your set mining costs. But what I'm getting at is.. yes, set mining is indeed profitable BUT it's only marginally profitable(less than 1ptbb/100, if interested, you may look at your PT stats and add all your set mining hands' ptbb/100). The misconception of set mining is that the few times you stack someone, you gain a nice boost in your short term results. Hence it always feels like set mining = super profitable, but I think veteran poker players should realize it's yet another small winner.

The toughest part about all of this is that poker is indeed all about long run profitability. It's all about winning small in a long run. As I move up in stakes, I feel it's harder and harder to win with those small edges. In micro stakes, if someone 3bets, you can almost always profitably set mine because most players' 3bet range is so tight, hence set mining is extremely profitable to set mine. But in 200nl, people are 3betting light and just sometimes too solid for you to call profitably in a long run, you probably lose money in a long run in that spot. Anyways, I'm not here to talk about set mining profitably in higher stakes, but actually how to think as a poker player.

Brian Townsend in his first video stressed hard on "taking responsibility for your results". This is so true, he stressed on the LONG TERM results. A mistake you make right now will not matter much in a year from now, but all that will added up. That same mistake will only cost you a faction of your winrate in a long run. But you should correct this mistake because it will largely affect your long term winrate if you keep making that same mistake. If you are thinking long term, in terms of buy ins, "buy ins" are just merely another faction of your winrate in some sense. Actually each BI you put on the table, it's just a "tool" for you to win more money. If bluffing your whole BI will net you profits in a long run, you should definitely do it. Remember, don't be consumed by short term results(bluff getting picked off, making a bad mistake, cooler, bad beat, etc..).

I've said this before and I quoted Brystar from CR. That the cards itself break even in a long run. And aggression is what makes you profits. So what does this all mean? Everyone, no matter what skill level, will experience the same types of hands in a long term. I will make a set X amount of times over Y amount of hands, this will be true for everyone over a huge sample size. Of course a better player will not pay off a set as easily, if one player pays it off, the other doesn't. Obviously the one who doesn't is going to be richer in a long run. But what happens in a scenario where both players are just as good as each other, they either both pay it off or both don't pay it off? So if we look at this situation as just one of a large sample of all different types of hands, then it's neutral ev in a long run, nobody wins because both players would make no money from each other. (this is a theoretical)

I want to drive this point home even more. Let's say in a regular 6 max game. You will play 10k hands(still relatively small sample but big enough to work with) on that table. If everyone on the table plays their hand face up and nobody will make any mistake, then in theory, nobody should win or lose on that table. But let's say in a similar scenario, but one guy has his hands faced down. But he knows what everyone else have, now he decides to bluff 5% of the time when he does not have the best hand. If nobody looks him up during the times he bluffed, this player should expect 5% of profits in a long run while everyone will be slightly losing.

I'm not trying to stress the effects of bluffing, but aggression in general. People making mistakes is definitely +ev, and no poker game has all their cards faced up, it would be uninteresting. But you will run into tough games where you can't win because you are just "playing your cards"(theoretical neutral ev). If someone decides to bluff you when you have the best hand and succeeded, you just lost money in a long run to that villian.

I'm sure we have all encounter times when we have a decent draw and we go down in check/call mode to try to hit it. Is that +ev in a long run? Remember villian would have to incorrectly call you when you hit for you to be profitable(unless pot odds allows you to draw). So in an imperfect world, nobody pays you off. Now you are a losing yet again because you paid a lot to draw and the few times when you hit, you didn't get paid. But let's change the scenario and instead of calling, we apply aggression on the villian. We raise his bet. Now, villian isn't happy he got raised here because if he doesn't have a monster(majority of the time he won't) he feels insecured about his hand. He now has to question what hand you have, and he's on the defensive. If villian incorrectly folds his best hand, guess what? you just made money in a long run as cards break even, you won with the worst hand. The actual math is more complicated than that, but I'm mostly talking theories.

In this game, very very rarely is anyone going to have huge hands. Very few hands can withstand a lot of pressure, that's why aggression is very powerful. Today, I ran into a situation where I had JJ on a AK8 flop. I was oop, and I cbet into it, villian calls. Turn came a T. This villian likes to float and I knew I most likely had the best hand but I'm not sure on such a scary board. I checked to him, he bets out half the pot. I was like, I hate calling oop here, there is a chance my hand isn't good but actually I think my hand is good a large % of the time. So I decided to c/r his bet. I really like that play because it applies pressure to him, even if he has a weak ace, he is starting to question if his hand is no good. But my assumption is that even on this board, my hand is probably best against this frequent floater. If he calls, it's an easy laydown for me on the river, I know for a fact I'm beat. But keep in mind that I have 6 outs to probably improve to the best hand. By applying the pressure, villian probably folds Kx, maybe some weak ace, definitely air. While if you decide to call him down 2 streets, you could possibly be milked with a marginally better hand.

I do not advocate raising randomly but the point is that aggression is usually +ev and honestly I would even say if you aren't sure what to do, it's better to apply aggression than to call. It might be a really abstract concept, but even if you made a mistake, it's normally not a huge mistake in a long run. There is an article about this in 2+2 that might interest someone.

So back to the concept of winrates, I know I talked about hating "calling" in my blog. Well this is completely related. While sometimes calling is the best play, but honestly so many times, I think folding or raising is the best in the same situation. We see maniacs stack up to like 200, 300bb all the times. Why is that? Because aggression in general is +ev! People generally do not have huge hands 99% of the time, by constantly applying pressure, rarely will he run into a monster hand. When someone decides to call this maniac down marginally, well maybe that maniac has a slightly better hand! But people who are reading this are definitely not maniacs, if you can use the similar concept of applying aggression, it will be definitely be profitable in a long run. Properly timed aggression is the key to improving your winrates in addition to exploiting villian's mistakes.


Another point is that aggression makes you much harder to play against. If you are a loose raiser, you are going to get a lot more loose calls. It opens up your overall game when people know you are capable of a lot of things. I've stressed before that every time you apply aggression, it only makes it tougher for villian to play correctly against you. I used to worry about the aggro regulars, but since I have increased my aggression and show them what I am capable of, they are no longer a huge threat to me. I actually think over a long run, I should be winning against most of the guys I sit with.

So keep in mind why poker is profitable and make only profitable plays. Realize that the little things matter the most. Poker isn't about winning BIs, it's about making profitable decisions. These decisions should definitely incorporate a lot of aggression. This is very vital to understand as a successful player.

Friday, July 27, 2007

Stop making big calls

I'm not disliking that I make big calls but it's completely unnecessary. My read is usually on, but I can't do much when villian hit some obnoxious runner runner and he goes overshoving the river. Sure I had him beat before the last card came, but I shouldn't be making these calls on the river. Variance just shoots up, and it's marginal at best. The key is that, if you don't make this particular call, you'll eventually catch an easier situation and bust him anyways. There is a thin line between making great call downs and complete spew. This is not based on results, it's based on long term profitability. Sure this guy shoving 2x the pot on an innocent river looks like he's bluffing, maybe he got a set on the river, can it happen? sure! I'm just starting to dislike the word "call", I feel every time I "call" it's -ev. I think this is good, think twice before "calling".

By the way, if you wonder why I make these posts, I make them to grind something into my head. Today was a great day for me, I haven't had almost 5BI day for like a month now. But this short term result should not affect me wanting to improve and learning to play better. It's definitely easier to keep trying to improve when you are running bad, because it forces you. When you run well, you need to have just as much proactiveness to improve. I need to remember that.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Aggression

Everyone knows aggression is good for NLHE. I might have talked about this before but if I'm repeating myself I'm mostly just trying to grind it into my head. I personally do not like "raising for information", I think it's an horrible intent to raise. But in this NLHE, unless you have a monster hand or a hand that will improve into a monster, I do not like "calling" in general. Sometimes your hand might be best and someone raises you, his range of raising is wide and the range you beat is pretty narrow, you should probably just fold if raising isn't the right play. I'm not saying to be nitty, but it makes your play so much easier when you are the one being aggro, not the caller.

I'm sure you guys hear people using the term "putting the pressure on". It's very true, I can honestly say I never dealt with a good player that is not aggressive. Sometimes just because they are aggressive a couple times, you really think twice before raising him or betting into him. If you apply enough pressure, it makes your play that much easier when people are afraid of you. While sometimes it's correct to make "calls", but if you aren't going to win a big pot anyways, you can apply the pressure and take it down. It's great for your image and people make more mistakes against you. You want people to think you are betting/raising them with junk and I love not showing down a hand because it makes them question your play. They'll look you up sooner or later, also realize that if you notice someone is folding to a 2/3 barrel a lot, you can do that with air sometimes.

So you might ask, how do you get this information? Hand reading and aggression! You can find out people's tendencies just by having hands and playing made hands to gather information. If you don't put the pressure on, you never will get a good feel for the villian's play. Poker is not just about the cards, it's about the people but if you are going to make a play based on the villian, you should be at least 80% confident before doing so, or it's basically a pure spew. That's why these days, I really focus on villian reads and tendencies.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Little Pots

This week or two has been rough for me. I think I had one big winning session, and the rest of the sessions were either I was down or broke even. I've been really thinking about the importance of the little pots. If you take down like 5 or 6 pots with just cbets in maybe 100 hands, you are already making a good winrate. But every time you make a small mistake and call too loosely to a raise or something, your winrate is hurt. I've had many sessions where I win 3x stack vs stack and still come out break even. I mean surely I flipped with shorties and that crap happens, but some of the hands, I think could be avoidable. Is your middle pair good against an aggressive player? Ya probably, but are you going to call him down 3 streets to find out? Just escaping these RIO spots will help my winrate a lot. Anyways, the small pots really adds up. I think I can honestly have a session where I can win 8 stacks and lose them all through 20-30bb pots. This is something I really want to focus on. I know that's one of my biggest weaknesses.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Thoughts...

Something struck me earlier today. It's not really game changing but probably lowers down my variance. As my hand reading is getting better and better, but I'm starting to neglect my villian reading which is probably just as important. The fact is that I might have second pair and I read the villian as weak, I will very often go to showdown with my second pair. Yes, I'm right a good amounts of times, but it's also very hard to play when villian psb the river and you called a turn bet marginally. Basically I'm cross the line into a lot of RIO situations because I am trusting my reads more. Is this good or bad? I think both. But variance really sky rockets when you cross this line. In a long run, if I am doing the right thing, I expect like another 1 ptbb/100. But I feel it also expands mistakes if I am making them, because I'm constantly putting myself into a bad spot on the river.

A CR members said something that got me thinking. He said he rather be choosing when to play a huge pot than let the villian choose it, even though it might cost him to fold the best hand. I think it's a good thing to remember. Also, these days, I've been doing a lot of reading of the 2+2 forums and try to extract more things into my game. It helps to get me thinking.

A quick update, today, I ran a pretty good session. I ran pretty hot, like almost all RR pots I was in, I hit the board like a truck. That's not much of an accomplishment, but it's nice to run well for a change.